Happiness & Love

It's Valentine's Day! Day for love! And I love love. I will admit I was not looking forward to today. I think the more I focus on preparing my life for my mate the more I anticipate him. The closer today became I got excited because I always give my daughter a gift. She loved it, fyi. The more I thought about love and being in love and all that. I realized that I have been blessed to experience so many types of love. Including romantic of many types as well as mother to daughter, daughter to mother, friendship, family, and friends who are like family. I know that I am blessed to have their love now and the many types of love that has gone. I thought about all the different romantic relationships I have been in and thought about the things I have learned from those situations. What I learned that I would like to continue to experience in my future relationship and what I learned I do not want to. I realize that even though I am single, I haev so much more knowledge as a re...

Father in the name of Jesus Christ, I come boldly before Your throne of grace confessing Your Word over my life as a single Christian. I pray that You would help me to live a Godly life as a single Christian - a life that is holy, sanctified and set aside for the Master's use, and prepared for Your good work. I confess Your word, that as a single Christian, my life is crucified with Christ, nevertheless I live; yet it's not I that live, but it's Christ that lives in and through me; and the life which I now live in the flesh as a single Christian, I live it by faith, power and strength of the Son of God who loved me and gave Himself for me. Father, You said that You would not leave us alone, but You promised to send us the Comforter. I pray therefore, that You would fellowship with me daily through the Comforter of the Holy Spirit. I pray that while I am single, may You be the One to whom I am married. Lord, when I get lonely, may You, through the Holy Spir...

Over the last two months so many parts of my life have been falling into place. I got a job offer the day I graduated with my Masters degree. I started the job at the beginning of the year. I moved last week into a new place. Both of them fulfilled many of my desires. God really does know and will provide us with the desires of our heart. The other day I sat back and thought about how I had been wanting a several things in a job and new place to rent. Realized that God provided me with almost all of them. I wanted to rent a place that allowed me to save to BUY a townhome next year. On top of several amenities I wanted and it being on my daughter's school bus route. Every single thing has a check next to it. The more things fall into place in certain areas the more the void in one area shows. I am starting to get lonely romantically. I know this sounds strange with so many great things happening. But sometimes not having that special person to share those things with sucks. I ha...